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this is one of the fave song i love to hear in their album
nice voice
beautiful lyrics

listen to it... all you can do is travel in your minds...
makes some flash backs of your past memories
or dream.

put yourself in the lyrics
and make a deep sigh after his through in singing.

now how do you feel?

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together with our team we visited Blue Onion Eastwood city to check the place make some draft study for how we'll set the backdrop for the performance of the band Hammilan. Im with the ace players of our team.. our most trusted buddies eman,omar,froi, maan, joanne and boss adam.

thank God for the opportunity that He gave us for this kind of event for the strength we need for the one whole day pre-production.. (sounds like im in a beauty contest) anyway, though we're exhausted that night, we still enjoy watching the performance of Hammilan.. they put a projector outside the bar.. a lot of people were caught attention.. because of the outstanding voice of Hammilan and those up-beat music of his bandmates...

my fave part is when he sings the "gandang kupas".. listening to his voice will make your jaw drop. after he did those dances and jumping around the place, still he got the energy and the voice to sing that song. im with full amazement for their performance.

they really Rocks!

(then we packed-up after that.) sounds annoying isnt it? or should i say wrapped-up.


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when you say energy...

first thing that will come up in my mind
is the band Hammilan!

pure energy as i say it.
where'd he get it?

God knows how and why...

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an energetic and with a hyper- active dance whenever he sings those up-beat music of his. Lyrics that may sound weird but it will take you deep to its full definitions.

And yes! i got my own copy of their album "diskarte".

Hammilan's band are very interesting to work with..they all supports the  institution that helps people and the environment like PDEA, Greenpeace, Phil. Red Cross and other Charity
Foundations.

This Band Rocks!!!

Purchasing one copy is llike helping those people who are less fortunate in our country.

Asteeg..apir!


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SAY, STAY...
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before the icing hits the cake...
we got to upgrade!

electrifying music!

another panalo music and video!

creativity | creativity | creativity

yeah!


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" cold heart..cold hands..
i think im beginning to understand.
automatic flash point
i see you!"

i am lovin their music!

for me its relaxing... its very lively
the sounds... panalo!!

try it.. listen!

"i miss my heart beat for you...."

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woke up this morning
I was staring at the ceiling
Cracks and roadmaps and landscapes and highways
I have seen
I have been
to places far and deep in my mind
only to find
Comfort in Your Strangeness
Of moving shadows
when I call the wind by name
rushing Firewater in the dark of a cloud
I have seen
I have been
to places far and deep in my mind
only to find
comfort in Your Strangeness
we are slaves to the crimes we commit
in fits of passion we shame
we are nothing
we are nothing
we are nothing
we are nothing but
the dust on Your feet
dying to be born again
singing Ether Water Fire singing Earth Singing Air
I have seen
I have been
to places far and deep in my mind
only to find
Comfort in Your Strangeness
I have seen
I have been
to places far and deep in my mind
only to find
Comfort in Your Strangeness

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beautiful song!

i really miss this song... i just forgot the artist and the title.
but thanks to cj.. i heard it played again in his stereo at his
car.
those high school days of my life..
partly listening to my teachers while listening at the same time
with my walkman. hahaha

her voice... haaay... parang malamig at masarap sa tenga.
nature ang environment! green.


enjoy.
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winner to!

kakaibang bidyo to.
gawa syempre ni ra rivera.

adobo and music
best indie video nanalo noong 2005
mtv pilipinas award

ganda pa ng boses ng babae.
hataw talaga.
buo pero ibang klase.

galeng.

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Madali ako mawalan ng good mood pero madali ku lang din naibabalik ang mood na nawala. i dont eve think na i'm such a moody person kasi nararanasan ko lang ito whenever i illustrate or paint. There are lots of chances that im not satisfied with my artwork. i pause long enough and then i comletely abandoned the unfinishe work. nauuwi sa basurahan na. maybe because of my hand that easily get tired at minsan na over fatigue or dahil di ko trip ang ilang mga konsepto na nagagawa ko.

observing my system and flow of my work...now i realized how to get re-energize instantly. May mga times na bigla na lang mawawala ang bad-mood ko.. kung dati rati i need to go sa "new-stage" or some other places to unwind myself pero ngayon kahit di na ko tumayo, magagawa nang ganahan muli. iisipin na lang. kailangan ko ding kasing matutunan to persuade myself.

at dahil refueling ito naiisip ko kung anu ano bang makaka boost agad ng mood ko or make me re-energize. And that process is by remembering it or thinking of it. at ito ito yun...:

syempre sisimulan ko sa pinaka least then papunta sa special.

1. HOT DRINKS | INSTANT NOODLES.

hehe shempre di ito iniisip ko pero ito ang unang hahanapin ko partner ng pagiisip ko. Seriously, nakakabawas sa akin to ng pressure...konting higop ng mainit magiging serious na uli ako sa pagiisip ko, habang tinitignan ko ang usok sa mainit na sabaw at inumin. "haaaaah..." ito nagpapainit ng sikmura ko kumbaga sa makin makina para umandar at tumakbo kailangan magfunction ng utak.

2. FUN PEOPLE | INTERESTING PEOPLE.

eto yung mga napapanuod ko sa ilang mga movie at mga palabas sa tv. Gusto ko kasi nag oobserve ng character.. sometimes
i do mimicry, trying to imitate those person's character for fun at yun ang isa sa nag ti-trigger ng creativity. Imagining myself wearing their shoes and feel what kind of lifestyle they have..after that, marami na ko matututunan don. May mag tao kasing unique ang lifestyle. Mapa celebrity or political person. Kasama ang mga yan sa iniisip kong pinagpipilian ng pag aaral sa characteristic ila. From their mannerisms to physical appearances. Lahat yan pinapansin ko. Nakikita din kasi dun ang ugali nila eh. Sila rin ang pinagmumulan g ilang concepts sa mga artwork ko.

3. CREATIVE AND TALENTED PEOPLE

dito naman mag start ang mga inspiration. Papasok dito ang music and arts including other forms of it. Sa music kasi maraming talented sa pag create and formulate ng mga sounds and beats. From classical to hardcore music pinakikinggan ko. ibat ibang  musician and bands na may mga kakaibang himig at tugtog. Kaya kapag napapakinggan ko ...dun ko naman nasasabay ang emotions ko. Sa classical nag papa kalma ng environment ko kapag may mga taong sadyang wla sa hulog. Tipong gustu kang awayin at sirain ang mood mu..pero dahil sa music na pinakikinggan makakalma ka. Sa rock music naman dito naman patatakbuhin ang creativity mo. Sa music na to ang mga tugtugan kadalasang sumisigaw, na ito rin para sa akin nagpapasigaw ng mind ko para mag isip. Parang pinipiga niya ang creativity mo. At shempre sa ibang type naman ng music nag iiba ang approach kaya depende din kung ano ang ma-tripan.

kasama na din sa nag papa energize ay ang makakita ng mga artworks din. Kaya mahilig din ako mag collect ng mga art magazines na may laman ng different forms of artstyles and with the talented artists din. painters and illustrators. i also bought children's books, sa loob it has a unique styles of illustrations. HATAAW! and lots of good stories din ( hehe trip ko kasi mga soryang pambata ) Sinasabi nga na ang mga bata ang pangunahing creative. They always experiment and curious from everything that is around them. ( kaya yan tuloy... nakakakaen ng tae eh! )

4. FRIENDS

may dalawang klase akong mga kaibigan. Mga kaibigan ko nung (1) maliit pa ko hanggang sa highscool ganun din sa college at (2) ang mga kaibigan ku sa church. Sila naman iniisip ko kung meron akong particular na situation na gutu kong matuwa. Mga kakulitan ko kasi sila. Sila yung mag share syo gmmga magagandang experiences sa life. Maaalala mo kasi ang support nila syo na tipong nag cheer for you to continue what you're doin. Sila yung you can to about principles, concepts, ideas etc. ( malawak ) Those energizes me!

5. SPECIAL SOMEONE

This wont really cheer you up literally but there is a wonderful things happen when it think of this particular person. It really inspires you. We i see this person coming...i automatically know that she's going to lift your day up. i cant really put it to details..its like an unexplainable thing. hindi ma i-letra. Ngiti pa lang kasi ng mga labi nakakagaan sa pakiramdam sasamahan pa ng mga ngiti ng mga mata. hwoh! life!

ito naman kasi nakaka pag push lalo ng creativity mo. kung kanina parang pinipiga..ito di lang yun ang nagagawa e. basta di ko ma i-letra o masabi man.

6. FAMILY

ang healthy onnections with close relatives also requires a great deal of energy. ito dapat ma-maintain. Sila ang mlapit na kauna unahang mag encourage sayo kasi isang batok lang babalik kana sa realidad mula sa kakaisip ke special someone! HAHAHA
kakaiba ang energy ang nabibigay ng mga magulang. Physically, metally and emotionally pniguradong aalagaan ka para makapag isip ng tama.

and lastly, ang pinaka aalaga sa lahat....

7. GOD

Ito nagbibigay sa lahat kaya ang anim sa itaas ay sa kanya galing. Di mo makukuha ang energy na kailangan mo kung wala siya. At dahil siya ang pinaka special siya din ang nagbibigay ng mga taong very inpirational ang mga taong kinakasangkapan niya na magturo sa amin ng tamang pagiisip na alam natin na sa Kanya din nagmumula ang pagtuturo. Sila ay bigay ng Dios para ipaunawa ang Kanyang mga Salita.

We need regular refueling, kilangan natin ng taong who can stimulate our thinking, makes us laugh and inspires.

Now the refueling is done

Thanks be to God!

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ngayong araw na ito
masaya.

may nakausap akong di gaano
masaya.

masaya kasi tumatakbo na oras ko
muli.

naging abala sa
bagay na mahalaga.

ngayon dapat masaya
kasi makakausap
muli kita

minsan.




sana mukhaan.


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"RA...RA...RAAA.... please welcome...sha...ra...ra..RAAH!!"

ano daw? i dont get it. whats the name again?

Some host in studio 23 introducing a local band from baguio,
played some guitar-crying sound for their intro.. the screeching
sound was really disturbing! i hate it. The band was fascinating
with their female vocalist. Her voice is not totally outstanding
compared to the voice of the vocalist of updharmadown and other
female vocalist of the band who also perfom that night. but the perf
was rocked. all the udience are shouting.

MORE! MORE!

they love the band. unfortunately one individual shouts in different
tone. it came from nowhere. they can't hear it.
they're deaf. not paying attention from what the peron is shouting for.


....MORE...MORE... NO MORE!!   


hehe it was me.

shouting at our television.


Then my fave bands appeared at last. The crowd was more... err... disorder.
Those stupid posers where everywhere. ang baduy nila. Imagining
myself one of the crowd ( not those posers ) will definitely made
my heart pounds as if they want to make a chaos right in the middle
of the crowd. Posers are not really
listening. yabang lang sa outfit ang pinunta. The event is not a cosplay..
stay out of the line please... thats not rock and roll.

That night, watching some of my fave local bands like chicosci,
greyhoundz,  etc., those bands caught my mind to write about the
most usual music genre ive listen to. From alternative kinds of rock
to hardcore type of music. Turning up the volume of our stereo..
RAKRAKAN NA! and the most radio station i tuned-in. They got all
the rocks. But dont be fooled by the rocks that they've got... hehe di
naman kasi lahat ng type ng rock music meron dun lalo na ngayon.
Mostly they play eh yung mga nasa best lang ng isang album ng band.
Not all of it. And this station is my top priority when tuning in fm station.
They called themselves the home of new rock. The NU 107.

Rock. i love the weather....

im not actually obssesed of this type of music but this keeps my
creativity boost, energize and it feels more active.. the fast pacing of
this music lets your mind scream from all the ideas that are hiding
and will quickly revealed because of it.
Now my head is bangin!
foot-stomping. fist-punching. heart-pounding.

whoa! a relief.

Boredom is gone. And an artwork is done.

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-- im missing you. longing for you.
that smile. n_n --

I'm counting stars
Lying under, watching you through my walls
All the lights have gone out
I know you're listening now
You've been spinning around, turning slowly
Orbiting round my house
And it's a feeling I get
I know you're listening now

Warm me today, warm me today
Filter in my lonely room
Warm me today, warm me today
Look outside the sun it's bursting through, bursting through
Oh, it's filling up this room

Now my fingers are cold
But I have touched you
You're all I need to know
Don't fade from me now
I know you're listening somehow

All you can give, all you can give
Twisting by its more than the light
It's all you can give, all you can give
Look outside the sun is bursting through, bursting through
Oh, it's filling up this room
Warm me today, warm me today
Look outside the sun it's bursting through, bursting through
Oh, filling up this room


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There is a love
There is a life that we share
Hand in glove
They won't separate us

Climb once again
Cast off your sorrows
The long night will end
Dance on the morning dew

Casting a line to you
Safe from a slinging arrow
Think of the love we knew
How it goes on

Five days of love
There is a scent in the air
Above & beyond
The one who named us

Climb once again
Cast off your sorrows
The long night will end
Won't get the best of you

Casting a line to you
Love is a winning arrow
Fire it straight and true to wherever you are

Casting a line to you
Love is a winning arrow


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this song really made me pause for awhile.
and later on i'll be thinking of her.
the lyrics reminds me all that scene
as if im watching a video of her.
my photographic memory paints her in my mind
the way she smile. the every friday night that
coincidentally seeing her without intentionally
looking for her.
heart beat pumps faster.
stutter.
stutter.

the lyrics says it all.
"its not for anybody else to know"
to whom i want to dedicate this beautiful song.

we're trained to wait. wait.
if i could only turn the moment of yesterday.
those smile im longing for.
missing your meekness.

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When I see you smile
It feels like I'm falling
It's not for anybody else to know
The way your face could light the bitter dark of every street
In every town I'll ever go
It's not for anybody else to know
For anybody else to know

When I see you smile
First thing in the morning
It raises curtains on your lazy eyes
Could it be that you and I have the greatest love to ever be
How could this have ever been before?
It's not for anybody else to know
For anybody else to know

When Friday night arrives
We'll let it pass outside the door
This is not for anybody else
Anybody else to know

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Just wanna know ya
Just wanna talk to ya
I wanna hear about your day
I'd never leave ya
Never be mean to ya
I'd always let you get your way

Something good will come our way
And maybe this good thing's gonna happen today

If I were honest I 'd tell you everything
But it keeps coming out as lies
It's not a promise
In case you're wondering
It's not some blessing in disguise

But something good will come our way
And maybe this good thing's gonna happen today
Something good will come our way
And maybe this good things gonna happen today

I know romance is not in fashion
And my heart is on the line
If you would be so kind
To help me kill some time

Then something good just might come crashing
From the stars that light the sky
If you would be so kind
To help me kill some time

Just wanna know ya
Just wanna talk to ya
I wanna hear about your day
I'd never leave ya
Never be mean to ya
I'd always let you get your way

Something good will come our way
And maybe this good thing's gonna happen today
Something good will come our way
And maybe this good things gonna happen today

Something good will come our way
Something good will come our way
Something good will come our way
Something good will come our way
La la la la la la
La la la la la
La la la la la
Something good will come our way


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mapapaindak ka dito. lapat sa nararamdaman ko ngayon. pinapalitan ku lang yung "anna" ng ibang name... hehehe

boost of energy. wala lang gustu ku lang patugtugin to minsan kasi di halata pagisisigaw ku yung name ng kasabay ang song na to. hahaha (di halata) katunog kasi.

well, this is more useful kesa maapektuhan ako ng mga environment ko na minsan may magulo, mainit sa ulo na tila pati ikaw uusok na din sa init. so,this is some of my kontra-lungkot, kontra-galit.

im learning to counter sadness. bulok ang EMO effect! kabaduyan.

hala sige na balik trabaho na ko. enjoyin nyu tong song. walang mawawala kung isisigaw mu din ang pangalan ng inspirasyon mo kasabay ng musikang ito. uulitin ko. walang mawawala. at di masama. mag eenjoy ka at iindak.

kindat. kindat.

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